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Saturday, August 14, 2004 @ Saturday, August 14, 2004
todae i din do any work. In the morning, i went to the dentist at Park Mall with my mum. She ask mi to help her buy her friend from China there. So, since my mum dun know how to go and i dun wan her to be upset that i dun wan to help her, so i went. Then later i now my mum wants to go to Carrefour, so i brought her there. Quite tired though, but i manage to buy a bag of baguette, which i think is ok. Around 3 plus, i think i was inside the mrt station alreadi. The train quite crowded lar, i think is becos of the accident. but i not sure where it affected the train that is after Orchard. Quite weird.
reached hm ard 4 plus, went to bath then fall asleep, all the way to 7 plus. Eat and watch TV program, come online, then later i think i m going to mug till the wee hours..haha. Wish mi good luck.
Saturday, August 07, 2004 @ Saturday, August 07, 2004
sumtimes i realli wonder wat is the purpose of my life. just live a dae after another with all my work and get on with life or do other things. I m not grumbling cos of the work that all of us r having now. I m just quite lost, in my own world. My dream is to work in a hotel, be a floor manager or be someone who can manage a well-known hotel very well. tt would tt i must get a degree in management/hospitality.tt means i m suppose to b in poly now. But, too bad. I m in my 2nd yr of JC.actually i dun really regret entering a JC cos i think tt is the better way to enter Uni. Hopefully i can.I hav this thinking tt i m not improving. Not in terms of work, but in terms of character, the way i behave n i did not do alot of things tt i actually feel like doing, Firstly, i wan to treat e pple who r unfair to mi better. they can b unfair to mi, but i think tt if i try harder, they will understand mi better. I wan to get contact lenses. But, i din really go and save for it or search for it. I hav so many things tt i wanted to do, but did not try. I will start trying. I will try and i will get all the things done.=P ( trying my best to think +vely like wat my frend esther always does.
ok, perhaps lets talk abt something else. This morning i was doing my maths and trying my best not to fall asleep and to resist the temptation of the TV program. I succeed abit, but not totally.Only managed to resist the 2-5pm slot.After that, i watch Tv again.haha. Must kick this bad habit. yesterdae i din go to school. I went to the doc, my ear got block. Fridae was the fifth dae, and i purposely chose to go on fri, cos no classes. Heehee. I m bad rite? tt was wat my frends said. I din go to the general practitioner, quite costly, so i went to yishun polyclinic lor. woke up at 7pm and to my delight, the ear is still block.(ps: if unblock then i will feel quite lost, get up so early and pon sch, dun go for Mrs kok's buffet)haha.weird thinking of mine. I reached there quite fast lor, the bus not very the crowded. Got no 2064, then was the first 10 patients the doc sees.(i think so, perhaps i m the 5th or 6th) she told mi tt one side of the ear blocked becos of the wax. But, we found it weird tt it is only one side of the ear. i always clean both sides of my ear!=P. Also told the doc abt my ear lobe infection. She said becos my skin allergic to the unpure earring. She say must b real silver or gold. I m only no real one.haha! She instruct mi tt must change lor. gave mi the hydroderm cream. ( remembered e name cos i was applying it jus now) and also ear drop. I wonder wat it actually happened to my ear when i drip it in, using the dropper provided. I found the bottle of solution looks like the type of botte tt contains the indicator used during lab. So cute. Dr Donna Tan is a gd doc. she is caring and look so amiable.=P
Oh ya, n mrs kok buffet. i was wondering wat is the food served. My mum thought tt i was stupid tt i din go 4 e buffet. I din regret it. Missing the meal is perfectly fine with mi. noone will even notice tt i wasn't there in the 1st place. I dun think she even knows mi.haha. so mani pple, cannot expect mrs kok to know every1.
i think i should end here and go mugging. buebue pple. hope tt i can updae more frequently. gd luck to all of u during mugging. Rem: keep focus wen mugging. if not, it is not effective.
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